A soft spot in my heart for you

  I would love to say the past week went by fine but it hasn’t.

  By not fine, i don’t mean that i haven’t had the best 4 days of my life with darling.

  By not fine, i dont mean that the bbq with the girls wasn’t a success. In fact, it was so fun i wished we could have more of it again.

  But the events that happened yesterday temporarily erased any happy moments for the past one week.

  Vincent has passed on. He looked peaceful lying in that coffin. I felt guilty and remorseful when i looked at him one last time. All those bittersweet memories rushed in like nobodies business. All the times i could have met him but i couldn’t. All the times i could have just driven to his place but i couldn’t. Then again, it may not neccessarily be a bad thing. His suffering is over. However, i will miss him and i always will.

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